I return unto thee. But alas, no longer do I recognize the faces, so young and so fresh!
It was nearly exactly 6 months since I departed- with the vow only return unto thee when I had changed, when I had killed that part of me dubbed etgen!
Well for six months we have battled, and at long last the war is over. The dust has settled. And I, C, am alone the victory!
I have done things, dear Oasis members of old, which I never would have thought possible 6 months ago. I have swam in the adriatic nude, I have been surrounded myself, nay, immerses myself in the gay culture, and at last I am free of the burden of coming out.
Free from these burdens of old, at last my life can begun to take form, what should have been built years ago, must now be built.
But in the end, though the fighting hard and strenuous, it has made me stronger, able to take on whatever the world gives me. I now have the ability to survive, the ability to adapt and above all the ability live.
Friends, should you ever fell that the war that wages within your soul is too much to bear, take solace in the fact that there is always hope. Even in the darkest of times, one must always hold some packet of hope.
I apologize that this is too mushy mushy, but tiki of oasis-past has asked me to blog. She wanted me to post my coming letter, but that letter failed, and proved useless. Yet nonetheless, I shall one day post it when I perchance have more time.
you may read my new blog here at live journal