... so attractive about this woman. I have no idea why I am feeling so strongly about this, but I am. I want so much to just be her friend, to not be so nervous and shy around her that I'm paralyzed and can't talk and laugh at silly things, but this attraction is making it so difficult to act normal. Blah. BLAH! I don't remember physical attraction being so hard to deal with. I'm inclined to ask: What the hell is wrong with me?