On the 'bound

adrian's picture

So now i am single again? Great, so now what. Already I am aching for some mind blowing non-committing sex. Yet, I want to get back in the saddle and find another Real relationship too. Does the fact that I just broke up with someone I had a real connection with automatically make my next entanglement null and void? I want to be that close to someone again, yet I don't want to allow myself to get that close to someone again. Relationships sure fuck you up , I kinda see where my parents get their trust issues.

Also , another one of skip's colleagues died this weekend. 2 of his 4 team members have died suddenly in the last 2 weeks. I told him he should quit, the odds are starting to scare me =)

/me listens to goo goo dolls and pretends to work some more

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JB's picture

An Open Letter

My dearest Adrian,

Since our fatefull encounter that night two years ago our lives have never been the same. the rampent internet sex and porn shareing (even tho I am immune to it, Hol & Jules!) I feel that our online couplehood has been further solidified buy our real world happenings, sure there was that online affair I had with eTgen, But I still love you, I can only wonder how the Universe will handle our first physical meeting.....

JB

adrian's picture

christ

arturo, that is WORD FOR WORD the first thought that came to mind when reading that comment
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Adrian
Putting the HEAD back into Hedonism

suffragettecity's picture

I feel like such an asshole saying this, but...

I have a great boyfriend whom I love dearly and would probably marry if it were legal, and I would never think of cheating on him. Nonetheless, I still remember those days of meeting cute boys for the aforementioned mind-blowing non-committal sex quite fondly, and lament the fact that I never had a chance to try group sex, which I've always semi-secretly wanted to do.

TeeAhr1's picture

group sex

Now I know I'm a prick for saying this, but honey, are you missing out. Hey, now that I think of it, why does the fact that you have a man mean you can't have group sex? Just stickin' my nose ion where it doesn't belong...

TeeAhr1. Not the latest thing. The real thing.

TeeAhr1's picture

like a superball

Adrian-
My sympathies. It sounds like you've got a lot of shit to work through there. Take heart that you seem to know what that shit is. Warmest wishes, blessed be.

TeeAhr1. Not the latest thing. The real thing.