My life keeps taking turns for the worst. I set myself up for disappointment so I guess it's my own fault. For once I just want something good to happen to get me through the bad times. Maybe lithium will help me. Maybe my new doctor will have some clue as to what he is doing and be able to help me.
I had some lesbian pride pins on my pocket book and a girl that I work with noticed them and called me on them. I was like yeah I'm a lesbian and she said that she was too. It was kinda kewl and she seems like a really nice person. Maybe other people will notice the pins and they will help me come out to other people and I will be able to find someone.
Maybe life will get better but I need to help myself first I think.