Well I dont want to brag that I have a wonderful boyfriend, but I do. In spite of my appearnce he still loves me. Being obese is not what makes you, its the personality that makes a person. Athough I look cute, but my body isnt. Often I thought why does a beautiful ex stripper want with me? He often proved that he loves me and never never never said anything otherwise. To him I am beautiful. We had met sometimes between May or June I am not sure, but it was sweet and lovely date. It has been now 5 months (I think) we have been together. ALthough he had 2 months emercency leave to NY to his grandmothers funeral and his brother being in the hospital with kidney problems. Our love stood strong in spite of the distant.

So far I am doing well, trying to loose weight.......but being perfect means nothing to me. Nobody is ever perfect. Yet, I know the fact being obese is an issue among the America and Dr Phil's dumbass obsession sparked the controversity. I have not seen what he had to say, but it is an offence that he publacy declared fat is an issue in America. We are just plump, and happy. In the 1900's fat people were considered to be wealthy people. That is a fact. Though, it can pose a serious threat to our health, the high risk is heart failure, blood clottage, and weak bones/cartlege. I do not deny it. So im working on my weight..................

College sucks, not working sucks as well. Well I better get to cleaning. My birthday present was a cat. Hes a bloody menace but I love him to death.