everyone is saying they haven't posted in a while. So I guess it my turn, even though its a shorter while.

My mum wants me to go to bed, but she doesn't realize the minute I step away from the screen things get ugly again. My brother and her had this huge fight because he got home from work dead tired at 9:30 at night and wanted to drive to Rhode Island (an hour and a half drive) to visit his girlfriend and then come back up tomorrow morning for work. Its late, hes tired, its not for any mad long amount of time and he wouldn't give a solid reason, but I see his side too. He wants to see her, and I know how he feels and there was more emotion in his voice over this than I've heard form him in a long time. Like, years. So I empathize. But I agree with mom too. I don't know who's right or wrong, I just don't want them to hate each other anymore! Theres already so much of that in this house. Mom hating dad and dad thinking shes a shrew and everybody always angry.... Poor Baela, my little sister, shes the one really stuck in the middle of it all. I can't even imagine what this must be like for her. I wanted to go beg him to stay and her to let him go at the same time. I want to call him tomorrow, but I don't even know his cell number and besides, what would I say? I worry about you? Please don't hate mum, she loves you? I love you? What am I suposed to say?

In other news, Lisa and I are officially over. It resulted of comunications difficulties among other things, but that doesn't really matter. She is now dating Chris and has my blessing, for what its worth. Again. Yeah, anyway we had some good times, and I hope to continue doing so, despite the fact we're not dating anymore.

I had this vague idea of posting a song a day, but that fell through, obviously. So I just post songs and stuff alot now. On the musical note, to fill the other half of the girls with guitars equation, boys with bagpipes. ^_^ I went to a celtic rock concert last night. Yeah, I know what you're probably thinking, "celtic rock?" but its bloody great stuff. The band Seven Nations rocks my world....

I can't think of anything else, so toodles for now.

Yours,
~Beryl