So, school starts this next week. *sigh* Well, this has been a slow and interesting at points. Hopefully when school starts it will get more interesting. I'm starting college after all and they say college is more open than high school. I hope so. There was nothing i really wanted to say. Guess i was writing out of habit. I wish i could say that my love life has taken a good turn, unfortunatly it seems to be just sitting and growing cold like a bowl of soup. does anyone read this anymore? i dont really care either way. for me this is just a place to put my thoughts. not my most private of course, if it was then there would be alot more written. just a place to think. im glad to see that my friends are doing well and seem to be finding love. i hope it lasts for them. ive been pondering whether im doomed to be alone, though i cant put my heart into believing that. college will bring a whole new array of people that could be possible new love interests. perhaps my mission is to be alone and have my heart quickened occationally to remind me what love is. so i dont grow bitter and cold towards people. i can look upon love from a distance like a hawk to its prey, and admire those who have found true love. i cant believe this though. ive always believed that there is someone for everyone. as i type this, the tv show 'access hollywood' and all over it is 'the kiss' during one of the mtv awards or something where Madonna, Britney Spears and Christina Aguilara kissed. Why do people have to make a big deal about these things? Aparently Britney and Christina dressed as brides and Madonna as a groom. i think thats kinda cool. but i dont think that whole thing is really a big deal. though im glad to hear that people arent making it a bad thing. perhaps a step in the right direction? Anyway, i think ive typed everything i meant to. so, catch ya on the flip side.