my life has taken more turns that i wish. i feel ive become a ghost to my frineds. Most of them have forgotten my existance. i feel like doing something that i shouldnt. i know i shouldnt. I havent in a while. ive been good. but this is becoming too much. im not really ready for college.
i dont know im ready to go on my own. i feel im so alone. no one in my family can really help me out. moms broke, dads retired disabled but hes helping me pay for books, so thats a plus. i have to find a part time job for after school. *sigh* arg..being single has its perks but alot of downsides. damn im alone, i feel like im in a bad drama.