It's been a while

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Wow...it been a long time since i posted on here, even though I only posted twice. Wassup people? Not much here. Sill completely closeted.

What was i thinking? I used internet talk up ^. Oops i just did it again. I'd better stop or I'll turn into a prep.

Everybody here who's over 18 vote for Dean. Please. Or any other democrat. Just get that asshole Bush out of office. He sucks.

Anybody here know of any cool religions? Right now I'm an atheist but I've been exploring Buddhism, Satanism, Wicca, Discordia, Judaism, and even Christianity. Okay that last one was a lie but whatever.

You know what I'm sick of hearing about? Gay people who want to kill themselves (yes, I'm from Southern Ohio and I actually know that it isn't theirselves. Right across the river from Huntington, Wv, if anyone knows where that is). Why are gay people so depressed? God, I'm not even that depressed (anymore). My mom may suck (along with my brother and his g/f), but really it isn't that bad. I like being alive. I love it actually. I can't wait till I get into my first gay relationship (lol). I digress (did i use this word right? this is how i see it when other people use it. Shows how smart I am, and I'm the smartest kid in my grade. Damn Chesapeake education. :).

There's this kid in my grade (I'll be a freshman) who came out earlier this year. Then he went back in. Stupid him. BUT then he came out to me again online like a week before school was out. The problem is...well there's more than one problem, so I'll make a list.

1. He has annoying orange hair. He could die it black and be totally hot.
2. He is disgustingly skinny. He's a vegetarian (nothing wrong with that!). But not all vegetarians are skinny, so why must he be so skinny?
3. I'm afraid to tell him I'm gay. Yes this is the real problem, although it problably wouldn't be if he were hotter.

What should I do? Any advice? Should I hint it to him somehow and let him figure it out? How? I don't want to date him or anything, I just want to be good friends, you know? Okay maybe friends with benefits, but that's it.

Okay I'm out.
~Gordo~

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Just gotta add something...

I was reading my old blogs and thinking "God I've changed so much". It's been only a few months but..WOW!...I like where I am now, and I like that I've changed.

Onto other subjects, I love Radiohead!!!

~Gordo~
"Walk into the jaws of hell" Sit down. Stand up.