Goodness, I'm logging on and in the poll question I manage to see something that relates entirly to the situation that I elaborated on the other day. After feeling self-conscious for a moment, I quickly cast my vote and decided it was time for an update on my current situation.

He didn't contacts me. Now I've come up with a few possible reasons why. The three largest reasons in my mind are
1. This boy is not interested
2. He lost my email address (I wrote it on a bus schedual)
3. He didn't think I was interested.

Now don't get the wrong idea here, I'm no longer the pathetic, horny, obsessed person I was but days ago. Now, all I'm interested in is closure and valuable experience in the event I find myself in a similar situation. There is one more Inroads event this summer before the banquet and I should see him there. My plan is to show up and ask him all the questions that only come in hindsight and possibly ask him to lunch (I'm not sure about that one). I do know that I should probably look good, really good. no harm can come from it and if I get let down (which is likely) I'll at least be able to look myself in the mirror and say "you look good for once." The hard part will actually be loking good.

This is an interesting situation for me because this is the first time I've been interested in a guy, gotten disappointed and had the opportunity to ask him for feedback without knowing him well enough to ruin any type of friendship. Something my go wrong and prevent me from reaching this goal but at least I have something to look forward to over the next week and a half.

Till next time kids...

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