no kidding. i went with julie *humungous grin* and my friend josh and his friend tim. it was... absolutely wonderful. i felt so right being there because 1) i love dancing and 2) i like julie. julie is... so fucking yumyum. she's sorta than me and oh my god i just don't know. i was thinking of writing this entry in a mature style with expressive words and a logical stream of thought. but then i said fuck it.

it just felt so natural with her. putting my arms around her, dancing with her, touching her waist, putting my head against her shoulder. i wish i could be there right now, standing behind her with my arms around her neck and her hands touching me. goddamn goddamn goddamn. i mean... i just wish that i could better express the euphoria i feel right now. it was a... release. only problem: she's a tease. she plays hard to get, and i know that i will soon get sick of always pursuing and initiating. i have to play hard to get, too, so that she'll stay interested in me, and jesus christ i don't like playing games. for a summer thang, though, i just might.

this... is one of the best feelings. as linds said once in one of my older entries, it's like find the home you never thought you had.

*sigh*

night all.