All I have to do is look at the prom pictures and I burst out into a smile... I haven't been this happy is so long, it almost hurts, but its that good kind of pain, like a muscle that hasn't been used in too long. I love him, there is no doubt in my mind. I can be with him and not need to even be touching to feel special and to be having a good time. It's hard to explain... I really shouldn't be writing all this, lol, not like you care, but for those of you who have been here for my struggles you will understand.
Of all the days to have a shrink appt, pretty pointless, I'm about as happy as I have ever been... yesterday was the best day of my life thus far. We had a limo too!!!! It was so magical... It feels so good, yet brings so much pain... like a rose...