irrational but prevalent fears
What if I never get a girlfriend? That's scaring me, even though it's silly and more than slightly irrational. What if I'm forever stuck in this fucking desertland of sexual oppression and ambiguity? I was talking to my counselor the other day; I posed the question of why my feelings for guys are so clear but my feelings for girls are still vague as all hell, and she pointed out that I just haven't been in a place where I can explore and discover that facet of my sexuality. Well duh, Lauren.
*panicked sigh... or, maybe, whine* BUT WHAT IF?!!?
Freakin hell man, I need summer to be over and college to be here. Now.
Fuckfuckfuck. I swear like a sailor.
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Yes, but....
swearing like a sailor is great fun...I know, I do it as well =0)
~Lisa Faery~
LoL
Well, I've decided to become a nun, so I don't need to fret over those silly things any more.
Yeah, I'm still convinced *I'
Yeah, I'm still convinced *I'm* never going to get a boyfriend. *blinks* But YOU can find someone, Lauren. =P
don' worry, be happy!
Hey hon, no worries, I used to think I'd never find anyone, boy or girl, but things change, you meet people. True, there are very few people I'd date within my school or town, but they are there. Join some clubs or something where you can meet people, I dunno, for me 4-H is what allowed Matt and I to meet. Never, ever, say you will never meet someone, hell! If you are that worried I'll bus myself out there!
~dragon fairy~
ps... and swearing like a sailor is a rare and wonderful talent, welcome to the club. :)
=)
If you are that worried I'll bus myself out there!
hehe, thanks yous :).
sexual frustration is just so overwhelming sometimes...