What if I never get a girlfriend? That's scaring me, even though it's silly and more than slightly irrational. What if I'm forever stuck in this fucking desertland of sexual oppression and ambiguity? I was talking to my counselor the other day; I posed the question of why my feelings for guys are so clear but my feelings for girls are still vague as all hell, and she pointed out that I just haven't been in a place where I can explore and discover that facet of my sexuality. Well duh, Lauren.
*panicked sigh... or, maybe, whine* BUT WHAT IF?!!?
Freakin hell man, I need summer to be over and college to be here. Now.
Fuckfuckfuck. I swear like a sailor.