I just wanted to blog so decided to write about the events of the past week, which may not be teribbly exciting, but they are the highlights of my week, so maybe my life is sad, but i can't be bothered to change it.

For the past month, I have been revising HARD for exams (AS levels for anyone who knows the english system), so I was looking forward to going to my friend's brother's barmitzva (sorry if spelt wrong). But I couldn't find the coach to go there because I went to the wrong entrance. Damn our school having 3 different entrances and it taking 10 minutes to get between each one. So in the end I didn't go.

However, I one thing I CERTAINLY did NOT want to do was go home as my parents would think I was stupid, would pity me and think I was even more of a loner than they allready think, not that being a loner is bad, but they see it as not being good and think that if I was a loner then I wouldn't be happy.

So upon my way home I stopped off at catherine's house, but she wasn't in. I then went to BT's house, but she wasn't in either. I felt completely rejected. Allthought bt's mum on the SURFACE of it appeared very nice. Commenting on how it was a lovely day and how bt would have loved to go to the park with me if she was there, despite her not actually knowing who I was.

So I returned home. Where I returned a phone call from someone who had been away all week. Happy that I now had something to do after an hour and a half of wandering. So I went to the park/woods with her and a number of other people. They got pissed, it was such a great evening. But i felt like such a whore for me, in a good way of course.

Laying with my head on Rosies's crossed legs, then lying on Tom's when she went to go to the toilet and Tom flirting like hell. Needless to say i went back to Rosie went she came back. But Tom kept on knawing at my leg and stroking it. Me shouting ar him to get off and Rosie finally saying

'she's not interested. You can't get lesbains' I supppose he didn't know.
Then later Megan tried to kiss me, but as fun as it would have been (in my world surrounded to str8 people so this is quite big) I did not want to take advantage of her when drunk.

As i am such a gentleman, i then walked home Megan, then Carys and then Tom. Got home at 12.30 after leaving the woods at 11.30. Walking people home is long.

My exams are now over. And I met an old friend, who said he would sell me cannabis and not rip me off, which is good as at the moment i have no one to get it off (I'm not a stoner though). The one guy who used to supply a lot for free jas given up. So out of respect we can;t do it around him either.

Well if I have entertained you with my rambles then I am glad to be of service.

PS - on a completely differnt note, does the person called jojo happen to live in south london by any chance.