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1. Oasis
1.1 has served its purpose
1.2. can no longer help me
1.2.1 the people here are intelligent. But I no longer fit.
2. My life
2.1 is in the middle of an operation
2.2. Oasis prevents my progress.

Okay enough Wittgenstein.

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Fine people of Oasis, the time has come.

I realize that I am pathetic, idiotic and stupid. And that the last thing that you people want to do is hear it and the last thing I want to do is get pity from you all.

I need to leave.

I figured I have but a few years left to live before I die.

Why the f**k should I sit around and be all "woe is me".

That is just being absolutely fucking idiotic and stupid.

I do not hate myself.

I am laughing my head off.

The next few years/months/days/hours I shall not feel this idiotic existential angst- "Oh look how special I am" "I am so unique'"

You are not unique.

You are a clone.

A god damn clone.

No matter if you are the type that says:
1. I am proud to be gay
1.1. Woe is me for being gay
1.1.1 no one understands me
1.1.1.1 I am a Christian
1.1.1.1. I am a gay Christian (a contradiction, wow that must be special)
so it goes....

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You just have to have fun.

I shall be laughing when I destroy my ivory tower of uniqueness.

Don't kid yourself fools,

you are not special
you are not unique
you are not the only one
you are not smart
you are not a genius
you are not a prodigy
you are not great

you are a fucking sad pathetic looser, who might as well get off his lazy fucking ass and try and do something. God damn it, it makes me sick when I look back at my last year in college.

College?

That was fucking college?

Jesus Christ eTgen you are an ass.

A god damn fucking ass.

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Well things are going to change, I tell you.

They are going to change right now.

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Farewell Oasis,
may thee provide a springboard for others to stop their idiotic bitching and go do something with their lives.

Laugh for God's sake.

I am.

Laughing as I kill eTgen. That swine. That no good fucking swine.

Good night,

C

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