I've been really thinking recently. My brains about to explode. For the last three years I've identified myself as bi, but recently I don't know. I feel I might be lesbian. I mean I look around at guys and non of them, even on tv, strike me anymore unless they're very feminine. You know, the long hair, clean shaven, feminine facial features, nice nails, not very muscley, the whole thing. But that's very rare around here. Those are the only men that make me take a double take. Even then, to me they're just another guy. I recently went through old magazines to find pix of celebrities that I once had a "thing" for and non of them sparked me anymore. Then I turned to the female celebrities and it was like, the heat was on. So I've been comptemplating where I stand. Ahh...I don't know anymore! I'm so confused. And it's like, what's my family going to say? My mom's catholic, step-mom's pretty cool but live's far away, mom's boyfriend is protestant, brother goes with whatever mom says. I don't know what to do. What if this is a passing phase. I know I'll always be at least bi, but what if I really am Lesbian? What's mom going to do? She already doesn't believe I'm bi. That's not so hard to take in,at least in my expiriance. Ahh...help?