garsh darned it! she loves me, she loves me not...i don't know. does it have to do with me? i don't know. so confused...a million emotions sticking together like marshmellows and can't tell one form the other. i just wish i knew what the hells is going on...
by the way, the trip to italy was great! i saw alot of gay men while i was there. they were kinda cute i suppose if that kind of man is what you're looking for. i spent alot of money and took bazillions of pictures. *sigh* i wish i could have been there longer.
thats bout all 4 now,
-A.