I will not get mad at the bratty ten year old. I love the Bratty ten year old. I will forgive the bratty ten year old for surpassing the bitchdom levels her age allows for. *takes a deep suposedly calming breath* I will not throw a pointless hissy fit, no matter how much better it will make me feel.

BLESSED GODS, WHY AM I SO FUCKING BICHY LATELY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Its been the last month, it keeps spiking like crazy and I hate it. I HATE IT!!!!! Whered my stupid self control go?!?!?! I want to cry. One of the only stupid things I could depend on, that I liked about myself. I was almost always fair, reasonable, didn't get mad on a whim like dad. Im scared, I don't want to be like dad. I really really don't. please, I hope this goes away or gets fixed or something. Please?

That babbled, how do you make a topic for the forum? Help please.