My day that is. Though I do think I've figured things out for the most part.
I- I think I am going to let Matt sit a bit and see if Zach and I could hold a relationship, dates and stuff. I need to stop fretting though, and take things one step at a time.
In the meantime my writing has gone to all hells. I can't find a damn thing to write about decently. I don't like this at all. Ick Ick Ick. I need to write, and I'm annoyed that I can't. If I do, it is forced, and rather horrible. Same with the arts. Maybe sometime...
Decided to vent a bit, here's the product, not great, but it was just venting after all.
Sometimes I want to damn the world,
For what goes on and for what I do
Sometimes I want to be numb
Like ice, unfeeling, cold
It may bring love
But love brings pain
Akin to the rose
Beautiful and sweet
But if one is not careful
The thorns will draw blood
Blood has been drawn too many times
Too much pain
Too much to endure
And so I hide myself away
In hopes that it will dull the pain
So I won