I come up with the most random titles.... *sigh*

Planning the youth group sleepover, much fun! I am so excited. I love my youth group, they are all great. And it helps that one of them is sweet, funny, kind, a rather good looking. I've liked him for at least 2 years, now, things are beginning to get interesting. So. Hide and Seek in teams. I wonder who is going to be a team... lol.

Onto more interesting topics... If I had any... *grumble* I don't know how much my mother read, or how carefully, and that scares me. If she has she will know that I am not really a virgin because my best friend and I got a little carried away, she'll know that Zach and I have made out, she'll know about JC and what he did to me, she'll know everything Ilana and I have done, that scares me. I have a right to keep some things private.

I also don't know what to do... how is it possible to like 3 people at once, it just seems so weird. Ever since (*names changed*) Lea and I have started talking, I've felt like I could tell her things, and it could grow into a relationship. I like her. I feel safe around her. Then Matt and I... hells, I don't know what it is, but damn, this kid makes me feel so good, so wonderful, so loved. It makes my day just to hear from him. I mean, just by reading this you can proabably tell I am fairly in love with him... Then Zach, I've liked him for over 2 years, my mother loves him, and I swear our parents have been conspiring to set us up... *shakes head* But he is beginning to open up and talk, which is the only reason I would say that we wouldn't have been able to last in a relationship before now. But now... well, it complicates things...

*sigh*

Another day in the complex of Dragon....

~Dragon fairy~