I want to live in Manhattan, or...at least I did.
See, we went to see my Grandpa in Newark, and took a little side trip into Manhattan on the PATH train, to see Ground Zero. At first, I was overcome by the sensation of being in such a wonderful place, filled with such diverse people and such neat sights (especially the building with the sign that said, "Naked boys singing!") but after awhile a claustrophobic feeling began to set in, and I just wanted to get out.
It was brought about by the realization that I was standing on a slab of granite with millions of other people; a long slab of granite covered in buildings, with a low spot in the middle, surrounded by polluted rivers, in the middle of the New York Metro Area, the most densely populated...area...in the US. So little space to live, to express, and affected so easily by what others did to me...(I couldn't see into the pit where the World Trade Center once stood, but I could see that several buildings around itstill had extensive exterior damage...the thought of that reverberation frightened me...) Everyone in all the sitcoms I like lives in Manhattan, and they all seem to tolerate it. I wonder how they do it...oh, wait, they're not real.
Anybody have an answer to this? How do people live in Manhattan?
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I live in Manhattan...
...no matter how much of the island you think you've seen, you've seen 5% at most. I always think I've seen everything then I find some place new. This time of year is always bad, too. I was downtown tonight for a meeting and when I walked up to Times Square to catch the subway the city was such a fucking weight on me... but it isn't like that all the time. You learn to seek out what brings you peace. Libraries, parks, museums, the gym... and you leave the city periodically. Urban life is draining everywhere. Maybe a little more draining here. But you just do it... you adjust. You do. My little brother visited for the first time in November and couldn't sleep -- the next morning he was like "did you hear such and such at about 3 am?" and I had slept right through whatever it was, no problem.
~Linds
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