i have a girlfriend! yes, it is long distance. but it doesn't matter cause i love her and she loves me. she said she doesn't mind waiting, that we can make it work together.
shes been there for me for so long, i just never stopped to think about it. but now we're officially together and i can't wait to see her in june and be able to really hold her and all of that stuff. so that made me happy, despite my breakdown. so, yayness!