home and away ...

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Well tomorrow I finally leave this hell-hole cease pool of academic learning. Spring break starts. And it could not come any sooner.

Now several things.

First:
Do I really hate this place? Yes, and no. I hate the people here, but at least they have some intelligence. Perhaps I am an egotistical bastard, but I really hate stupid people. And the people here, while they are not brilliant, at least have some hope for geniusness. I fear that if I were to go anywhere else I would kill myself over the vast stupidity of the those around me. So I can not leave this school, I shall just endure it and graduate soon.

Second:
Will I come out to the familial unit? This has been a much debated topic. To come out or not? I shall not bore you but here is the plan. I shall come out. Which of course means that I shall not and continue on with existential anguish.

Third:
Upon my return to Uni will I go back to the gay group? Again the same as above. I will go back. Which, of course means that I will not go back, continue to exist within my existential vacuum.

that is all for now, furthermore,
as a point of interest- I may not be back on IM for sometime, which may be three hours or maybe a few days.

adios
~eTgen