I wish I could turn back time, I wish when I said sorry she would believe it. I wish I hadn't fucked things up to begin with. It hurts so much. It hurts so damn much. I want to help somewhow, I want to do something to help... and yet I can't because... because of my stupid self. I don't know how to fix it, I wish I could... damn damn damn... Well, I just want to let her know, I love you. I mean it, with all my heart. You are a great person, you are beautiful. If you wouldn't kill me I'd run up to you and kiss you, but I can't do that now because I've screwed up. Screwed up so bad. I care, you can't stop me, I can't stop myself. It's what happens when I meet someone as awesome as you, don't disagree with me. I'm sorry. I can't say it enough. I'm sorry for making you hurt more. I wish I could turn back time.