He has returned!

DiscSpinnerDude's picture

The quick deal-i-o: 14 year old male. Gay, and mostly closeted except for my family (yes, including my parents -wooh!) and about 10 or so of my good friends. I am a freshman at an all-male high school, which creates some interesting situations.

After a mess of a dying computer, a dying server, business, lost passwords and overall procrastination, I'm back! For those of you that don't know me, I was here before the Oasis server went down, kind of faded out, but now I'm back!

The quick deal-i-o: 14 year old male. Gay, and mostly closeted except for my family (yes, including my parents -wooh!) and about 10 or so of my good friends. I am a freshman at an all-male high school, which creates some interesting situations.

At current, I have a straight crush, and it really sucks. Honestly, it's horrible. I mean, I'm a pretty book-smart and rational person... I know this is just infatuation, but no one ever told me it would be this bad! Anywho, conflicting rumors about his orientation don't help either. Not that I even TALK to him, really... just have one class together. Meh.

And yes, I know Luke in real life. You are allowed to be jealous of me. Tee hee hee.

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Luke's picture

YAY!

Colour me complimented! Which would be an odd colour....But welcome back! Yay! No worries:)
-Luke

desert13's picture

straight crush

Mmmmm....Yeahh....

I know what you're talking about - the straight crush thing. I had that almost all of last year. It was horrible, too - cause it was junior year, and here I am trying to do the incredible amount of work I have, but I can't concentrate b/c of him.

I actually told him that I liked him, though. I guess I was hoping that maybe he was an ultra-closeted gay. Mmm...yeah. It was near the end of our cross-country season. I told him that I was gay, and that I liked him. He couldn't look me in the eyes for the next three days. We had some uncomfortable phone conversations. And I actually took it back - I told him that I didn't have a crush on him. And he believed me!

Here's what he wrote in my yearbook at the end of that year: "It's been an interesting year, but I wouldn't have it any other way."

c.f.

Dragon's picture

Yay!

You're back! Welcome home! *sigh* We missed you. All kinds of newbies but we love them. Sounds like an intersting absence... Well I'm in school so I should go... lol(Just in case you haven't figured it out, this is Cristina... Dragon, whatever...)

~Dragon~