What the hell is this shit
Whos hand is this
Where did the skin come from
Why is it connected to me
Blind, the walls, stare
Floating, lost, dead
My body...
It isnt mine
No feeling
Voices, Voices.. no im not making them up
I see the people, the people talking
I can see everything
And hear, I can hear the laughing
No feeling...Im moving... im walking
blindly... i cant fucking feel myself moving
I dont need to
I know the truth
The truth... They are the ones that dont know
My mind is sharp
Concentrate...
Sharp
Over and over
Dig, make it real
See the marks
Blood, blood
Relax, Sleep, dream
Guilt, insane,
....But I kept myself alive
and tomorrow I will try to
not to surrender
be strong
fight it
Comments
I guess being realistic can b
I guess being realistic can be scary and enhance the pain. Living in a fool's paradise, might not be such a bad idea after all amez. luv ya 2 bits.
cutting
i really dont know why i do it. cutting at tiome though, its a nice release, but i dont fucking know why i do it. i wish i didnt. i wish i had someone to stop me.
stopping
i think only you can stop your self.